lol

I still love everyone though and I will definitely at least still use this blog for Important News

gotta keep my peeps informed

I know you guys miss all the great posts I make on this blog but not using it is working out for me r/n

I don’t like how easy it is to say what I’m thinking on here. I know it’s easier for everyone but I feel like I utilize it a lot more than most people do. And I don’t think it’s good for me. I don’t think it’s working. Writing out my thoughts is making them too real to me. So for the next few days at least I’m going to stop posting things like that. I probably won’t even use this blog. I’ll just reblog photos on my normal blog like a normal person and leave it at that. You guys have seen inside my mind quite a bit but I think it’s just enough now. I don’t need any more thoughts feeling real to me. So punch me if I make a post about my thoughts or feelings on anything.

those am songs are albert’s favorites too which makes me wanna die

and NO, I’m not that pathetic, those were already my favorites before I ever knew that

cornerstone is really sad and beautiful to a sick kind of degree and a certain romance just has a very personal connection for me so I’m always going to love it the most

lol that anon probably thought I would try and defend myself but sorry nice try I know I’m insane :-)

why do I always make the mistake of talking about something on my main blog that I

  1. know I’m sensitive about
  2. know someone is going to argue with me about

oh man, I bet guys have all these tough problems that women just never face xD

which side am I going to tuck my dick on when I wear tight pants?

how am I going to hide the fact that I have a boner r/n?

how can I avoid getting hit in my crotch?

why do I have so many wet dreams?

LyFE IS RUFF, FEELIN SORRY 4 DA BROS R/N…………………

can someone just like

sit down and have a discussion with me about everything that is messed up about the way we view gender in this society

because sometimes I just picture a bunch of guys sitting around their tvs, laughing at jokes about how they’re so “different” from women and it literally makes me want to tear my hair out and scream and throw things and break windows because I just want to go up to each one of them and slap them and say YOU ARE NOT ANY DIFFERENT THAN US

JUST AS MANY WOMEN THINK AND DO THE EXACT SAME THINGS

YOU JUST THINK AND DO THEM WITH A PENIS INSTEAD OF A VAGINA

I feel stuck

http://strokesomeday.tumblr.com/post/23579292798

am I just being pretentious to say that seeing this kind of thing makes me very uncomfortable?

I just…….idk……….I feel like it isn’t very fair to treat them like sex objects when they’re just trying to do what they do….

I mean this isn’t kevin barnes or anything either it’s not like these kind of gestures are being encouraged and/or promoted??

maybe I’m just a dick

I don’t even know anymore

goodnight